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so that's my new fringe . i don't know what's the right name of the fringe style . V ? avatar ? but mine is more to M shape . it looks like mickey mouse . i think i do look like a boy , somehow =.= damn the hairdresser accidentally cut my eyebrow when she was cutting my fringe :/ i told her to keep the below tip as long as possible to make the style more obvious , then she cut it shorter when it was perfect to me . durh , some may thinks it looks funny but i kinda like it . you know , trying new things out . so bored with bangs & suchs .

ouhkay , life . . . LIFE . everything seems to changed . i got to know some other people's problems as well & noticed that friendship between the others & their friends & me myself is now sort of not tight as last time . dah renggang . i have to say it's just nobody's fault . just some feelings that makes you uneasy with them . but they're still the best . but again , it's so damn complicated . i have a feeling that came over me that makes me drifting away from them , then i began to find fault with them without any reason . im just weird & unreasonable . maybe this is just a time which i have to go through a friendship problem . in fact , it isn't friendship problem . something between us , the chemistry isn't there anymore . something's just amiss . god just made us this way . & again , you're still the best my dear friends . maybe it's just me who is having a bad mood / mood swing nowadays . im so moody since the last last months . & yeah i sorta realise it myself that i don't really talk & laugh as much as i do last time . i could only crap with certain people . the others , im like suddenly a stranger to them . im sorry if im being unreasonable to you . im sorry if i had made a faces to you . im sorry if i gave any attitude to you . im sorry if i sorta "bitch" about you . im so goddamn sorry . indeed , nobody is perfect . they're only perfect to you when you're happy with them . when you're not , you think such things about them . i believe this happens to all people , especially girls , durh =.=

Urban Challenge ( or what ? ) is tomoro & i sign up to take part as a competitive runner . i plan to skip school tomoro . i've got no mood to run 3km ( or more ? or less ? ) furthermore , i don't think i can run as fast as the other competitive runner . i don't want to embarass myself in front of the whole school by getting last ! XD let's just see how it goes . . . anyways , i want & planning to dye my hair apricort beige colour . yeah apricort beige or other name . it's kinda dark blonde which mixes with dark brown . it don't look blonde / gold . it's more to very very dark gold . choy , hard to explain eh .