big fuck ?

hey friends :D how are you ? had a great weekend ? did you set aside some time for studies ? :D hhheeeeeee WHAT THE FARK YIDAH , CRAPS ! im just so bored here & i've uploaded the video of our 20th dec ( i think , forget uh ) Christmas event at Zhenghua CC . just a short performance by us , Anthea , me & Diyanah . im the middle one :) anthea is on your left & diyanah is on your right . Edwin says i dance Disturbia like one handicap kid & you will notice that i "forgot" some steps . not i forgot , i can't take off my shirt then i've got some problems removing it & at the same time dancing . but i admit i forgot some steps after removing my shirt =.= but im wearing another shirt inside lah , not stripping siols . ok watch it now :D

school ! i noticed that they are lots & lots of student wearing the same type of bag . Life Spirit bag =.= whoa , like 1/4 ? or more ? saw some Rusties :D respect uh to the ones who wear Rusty , haaha . anyways , im trying to maintain my studies here . i did my work on time okeh ! but im just so lazy to do research pictures for ART & DnT =.= & i wanna take DnT , art & home econs are like , still hard , all are difficult but DnT seems more interesting when you're doing the work .

so erm to Zahra -

i know you're angry with me or something . but you know , if we were to wear the same bag , others will think that we're best friends or sisters or whatever . you're just a friend to me , not more . not a best friend . i don't want people to think that im so damn freaking close with you . i don't want to make enemies with your enemies . yeah i know you may go , why post it at blog ? why didn't tell me face to face ? cos i don't have the heart to say this to you face to face . even if we were to bump into each other at school , you treat me like one big fuck & don't want to see my freaking face . & i think i know about it . about amy . i think uh , just some blind guess , it's just so complicated . & to others , what i said here isn't the full story .