im losing him

i dunno why i felt like this . feel like im losing him . forever . i think it's partly my fault . i should've sacrificed a bit more . but why silent ? better then we quarrel . but im confused now . issit that i've alrdy lose him , or we're just . . silent ? but until when ? in the end , the love i take is the love i make . wanna know what ? better that i forget about this now , for the moment .

i didn't wish anything on my birthday . i wanna say thanks a LOT to all who wished me happy birthday . appreciate it :) & thanks anthea for the cup , zoey & others for the POOH & others who gave me presents :D i feel so moody these days . i wanna meet him man . rindu sangat sangat pat dier . regret what i've done man , turn back time plllsssss :( ouh fook . love do sucks . it's just puppy love eh . i love you , you love me , whoa craps siols . but , partly is my fault tooooo . eeeeeeeeeeeee ya'alllah aku geram ngan diri aku sendiri sak . okay now skip all this .

yeah , we're just friends zahra . but not more . i don't really know you that much . you smiled at me ? yeah once only =.= aites till here i think . im like so low these days . god , i want hhhhhiiiimmm . anyways , new pics on friendster , do comment :)