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stupid laptop , or should i blame on my internet modem ? i was so despo to blog yesterday then the internet just stuck & was so damn freakingly slow . Cluster west 6 performance was on friday . it was nice . but i think that the theatre is kinda small . it's so obvious for the audience to spot anyone's mistakes on stage . err few people told me im kinda quiet these days & im not as lively as last time . issit ? didn't realise it myself . but i know im having a moodswing . this mood swing started since last few weeks ago . & i think i rarely talk to my girlfys these days & stick to my closer ones whom i think they understands me really well . like i can just throw my stories to them & they will understand it unlike others . but i don't think i have any problems . in fact , i only rarely talk to friends in school . outside , omg i forget about the world & talk & crap & laugh with my other friends like nobody's business . lols okay something's amiss in school for me . & i don't know freaking why i cried abit but managed to pull back my tears during the whole of the cluster west 6 Dance nite . in fact it isn't about my mother , my father or my anger towards my relatives/family . it's about something else which i think i can't communicate with them like i used to last time . i find myself a weird person who can't clique with my mates . then i realised , no matter how many friends you have out there , only a few who will really clique with you & understand you .

but before the music starts during Zhenghua's performance , i think i heard someone shouting my name . lols i think luh , then i was like super damn freaking happy ( i don't know why ! ) . then also , i found out that i can't focus on dance that well when im down . cos after hearing someone's voice ( i think ) , i think i did no mistakes in my steps , haha cos i was making many mistakes during the rehearsal . & im thankful to Eva & the others who managed to come for the Dance nite from school right after their Band performance eventhough my first main objective was to ask them to video tape the dance which failed XD but still , thanks for " supporting " ! i see a few red-red among the audience i alrdy know it's them , hehe . yet , met quite a few of my other friends from other schools who came down to support their juniors & they told me something on one of zhenghua's dancer which i can't tell it here . you know , im afraid that person might be offended =.= so overall for the Dance nite , it was really great except for my moodswing which pull me down but suddenly was so happy at the end of the night cos managed to meet my friends && shifa(!) yeah , my bro is just . . . had taken the wrong path . shall just leave it to god =.=

so on saturday , as per normal went for the NDP dance practice . it was fun , haha so much fun :D well , i don't think i wanna elaborate on this . after that , went to Vivo & met up with KMC to watch the BOTY ( singapore ) under Singapore Street Festival . okay yeah it was also great . *sigh , actually i dream alot to be a b-girl but i don't think i can make it :P
PS ; i took quite a lot of photos but dammit my USB is missing .