Sunday, May 31, 2009

bleah

results wasn't that satisfying . mum came down to school for that parent-teacher meeting or whatever . Ms Tay only look at how good our result is but didn't look at how well we IMPROVED . i think i improved my math by abit . this is my first time i passed my math exam for this year . eventhough its only just pass , 50.8 , at least i pass ! && she also said that my attendance is not good . i absent for 4 days in this term & it's not good ? omg , if i were to skip school regularly like last time i dunno what will she say =.= but i swear i never "cabot" before this year . even that days which i were absent & wasn't sick , i only stayed & rot at home . urgh

yesterday was supposed to be fully fun . yeah went for NDP dance practice . it was as usual , fun & stuffs . but then , was supposed to meet farhana to go to RP together at yew tee at 7.10 . dance prac finishes at 4.30 so reached home quite early . there's so much free time for me & i don't know what to do till i dozed off & woke up at 7 . that is damn freaking ironic . i just missed a time to catch a dance performance by other schools . dammit .

anyways , i wanna lose weight . i wanna lose 3-5kg . im seriously getting fat . & i never do my crunches for quite a long time & those muscles just turn into fats :/ i seriously want 4 pacs :( i wanna burn those fats in my thighs & arms . freak & i can't believe i could survive eating instant noodles everyday . im gonna miss school food now . i bet holidays are gonna be quite boring to me . no dance practice , durh =.=
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i think i will just go with the flow . my fault or not , i don't know what to do & im completely blank . say whatever you wanna say . im just BLANK . million words won't describe my feelings . but i know she's trying hard & i really appreciate it :)

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