starting anew

it's the second day of Raya now . yesterday was just okay . just that im not myself when im with them , my new family members . you know if you had a stepfather/mother & you need to go Raya with the family members or your stepfather/mother side , you won't feel completely totally yourself right ? but they're sweet :) i can go along well with them . hais , but im disappointed not being able to make it to granny's house , the house which im staying . alright , i know it's sooooo-sooooo complicated =.= i guess Yidah-out-loud.BS isn't out loud right now . let's skip that part .

dad waited for us at granny's house for like 3 hours ? from 9pm-12am & we were not there on that day & that totally makes me mad at myself , my mom , my brothers . like holy sh!t . stepfather haven't even marry my mom & we alrdy start going out together on Raya ; on Raya you know , not any normal days . im ashamed of myself with them . & i don't know how my mom feels . don't she feel ashamed of it ? dad called in the middle of the journey & mom asked me not to pick up . dad called bro too & mom asked him to do the same thing . i feel completely bad about it , cos you know bro & me are dad's first priority . he has no one else & we left him alone in granny's house waiting for him & we didn't turn up . what's more , i havent met him for like 3 or 4 months & havent seek for forgiveness . durh , okay stop all this drama yidah =.= but i made a promise to myself to go Raya with dad's side on saturday . i didn't visit my aunt/uncles during Raya this year , unlike the past which we never missed their house .

hais , maybe this is a new starting for me . new family members ; letting the closed ones apart . but let's talk about my good moments with my new family members . there's one aunt who always attracts my attention of her craps , dont know why =.= i love people who can crack my stomach luh X) yeah she's so so so fun to crap with & i really adore her sons . 2 sons , ouh so talented . aged only 9 & 11 , & they can dance really well . he could do body wave / break at 9 years old soits =.= & the other one could breakdance , haha . handstand & stuffs . kay , i remember their names , ayeem & irul :D i totally like ayeem's character XD it's like i could imagine when he grows up & become so gentlemen . he craps alot & always make funny faces which will make me laugh like hell . their the 2 cousins which i've known for only 1 day & we're like , could talk like normal close friends =.= hoho ouhkay yidah , stop all your dramas . & yeah , forgot to took pic with siblings .

anyways , skipped school today . reached home at 2.30am okeh ! but got myself a MC . consult the doctor & great news for me ; im totally cured of asthma :D haha . tomoro gonna have math paper 2 & geography paper . i really wanna pass math but didn't study =.= even the exam paper Ms Ang gives us to practice i didn't do any of it , not even 1 =.= awright peeps . that's all for now . i'll update if i had the time . ouh yeah ! im afraid i might get scolded for taking a photo os Mr Hafidz ass 0.0 send me comment on friendster okeh !