2007-201(?)

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idk why but i always feel that i dont go up to people's expectation , like people who are really closed to me . i think i kinda treat everything like shit . i myself dont know wtf i want & i dont even know whatheck i should do . its like i want it & i really want it but i just dont seem to be doing anything to get it . i think i dont even treat people right , as in like really right & the way im supposed to freaking treat them . i dont wanna look bad :/ almost everytime i will think & think & think & think & think & trying to figure out what the freaking heck im feeling & what is it that i really want . k i just dont know how to describe it , whatever . kkkkkk but still i wanna let it out . i think maybe this is just not my thing or something . yeah . k bye

OUH OUH OUH ANYWAYS !
just now this maid in my house like kinda irritating or something . i mean i was surfing the net then she came to me & ask me to go to her friend's facebook . i mean i dont mind uh but then she kinda like spend a lot of time jumping to different people's profile & expect me to scroll down the wall for her , looking at the pics one by one till im sooooooooooooo freaking bored of it & super annoyed =.= ! k i know who cares .

but then then then , there's this cousin of mine here who started getting violent recently . i dont know why the heck he turn like that . he's like only 1+ ? & will throw stuff at people . example throwing a shoe , ball , some hard stuff at people . like no manners like that ! k i know ah still small , should understand but this one is like really fucking irritating cannot behave . just now my grandfather beat him cos he's getting way out of control . in my heart i was like - yes yes yes beatttt himmmm . k i sound so bad but really he's really bad . imagine a toddler keep throwing stuff at you & he even dare to throw a fcuking shoe at you repeatedly & you just cant do anything about it cos he's still so small , of cos you will get irritated whut cos you cant possibly do anything to him back -.- k enough enough . i should stop complaining