i dont know why im kinda agigated over nothing . like really NOTHING . tsk just now before i go on blogger , i know ive got quite a lot of things to say but now , urgh cb luh forgot everything . ouh im kinda irritated by art & homeworks , especially art . ms tay's words keep on playing in my mind & it kinda pressurizing me . k wtv go die lah . tried to finish my art but im forever stuck at abstracting =.=
anw seriously i dont know wtf happen to me now cos i seem to be spending my money away on like , nothing ? i mean i like i could go out with some money with me & when i got back home , i left nothing & brought home nothing . its like , boom disappear or something ? idk this kinda annoy me cos its been going on for a few fcuking months . ive never been this broke before =.= last time i will always have some spare money & some savings . now , not even a single cent . k im just really annoyed cos i got sooooooo many plans , like really A LOT OF PLANS so i thought of saving money but that seems to be not happening at all , lol
i keep on asking from my parents but end up being nagged at cos like i said i keep on asking & every single time i end up spending on some transparent bullshit which i cant see . ugh weird they can buy for me a dslr but they dont wanna spare a 50 fcuking dollar for me when i ask for it . k ah partly my fault , not my luck i think . not my day not my month :/ k wtv i sound greedy . i should not care about money . but money makes me happy :o
ouh ya just remembered what i wanted to say since just now . i really dont like it when people think they know me sooooo well . like they think they know everything about me but actually no . k maybe a lot but not everything okay . you may know what ive did , but you dont freaking know what ive been through so pls dont talk so much about my life , especially when i myself didnt say anything about it =.=
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