date should be friday , 8 Janurary

i dont know why i find myself kinda different in school & outside school :/ i think im kinda quiet in school these days , but hey i was hyper just now talking with farhana + zairul & co . we jump , kick & do all sorts of crazy things like mad . but why not that in school ? cos school is not the right place to do that kinda thing =.=

ZZZ i mean , yeah it's just so different . even in dance club , i feel i talk more last time . now , my mouth cant open . others are talking laughing here & there while im just staring at all of them waiting to be told what to do next . i find myself sooooo pathetic lah . okay , prolly last time im always with amirah so i talk alot with her .

school is definitely way way not okay for me , as my previous blog post's title state so . its not okay for me in a way :/ sometimes i get a feeling that some of my teachers dont really like me just by looking at my face . the way they treat other student & me is just making me feel that way . but hey , i dont need that right , just need them to teach .

overall all of the teachers are so-so . im soooo used to the way cikgu aiman teach as she's been teaching me since sec 1 , now with cikgu ahmad im definitely not used to it . takes time yidah . but after having all the lesson , i think i just need to be consistent & come to school everyday & i wont have any problems . CONSISTENT YIDAH !

i realised the teachers whom i dislike last time , i seemed to like them more than the others now . i used to dislike Ms Pek & cikgu aiman , but now i really really really want them so much . Ms Pek is just gonna be my PE teacher , im just gonna see cikgu aiman every malay lesson on the next door haha !

ouh im wearing my favourite shoe to school & its not acceptable =.= tsk heartpain sia , had a hard time buying it , money spent on it then cant wear :P nehmind luh , wear it for dance . kinda wasted , only wore it for a week . if only im not late just now . you see , i was late so i had to collect my ezlink . go in BR , Mr Sng saw my shoe =.= but the way he talked to me as if he know me . he said - "this kind of school shoe not allowed ah . sch shoe must be like that (points to an acceptable sch shoe) . dont say i didnt tell you ah" ZZZ dont say i didnt tell you ? he DM whattttttttt , can just told me off or smth . maybe he knows that im dancing for ZCC so gimmi warning only :/ ahh whatever .

so , what i know now is that i hate school . FOR NOW ONLY . i think its moodswing . i just feel that way , but maybe my mind will change ? heh , ouh my class ! for now i feel that i cant really get along well with the whole class . i just find my class boring . i miss 1E4 08 / 2E4 09 ALOT , SERIOUSLY ALOT ! i miss each & everyone of my previous classmate sia .

i miss sitting at the corner & at the back .
i miss sitting beside JR & talk to her about my LIFE (i love it !)
i miss turning behind & chat with charmaine about her
life & *ehem :P
i just miss everything about my previous class .

gosh , hate school . Sorry zairul cant upload the photos now , i misplaced my USB . & damn you both farhana2 . pulled my shorts till all of the people in the studio can see bit of my blue underwear . my turn to do this to you soon k ! && i think im joining chingay back tomoro , haha WTH yidah !