i fought with her

Syurga di tapak kaki ibu ? - omg , did i phrase that correctly ? & is it really true ?

too many things is running in my mind now . i was so pissed off that today's dance practice is cancelled cos i was so looking forward to it . then i decided to drop by my grandma house since im free .that's when a lot of things happen . get to meet my cute + irritating little cousin , one of them can finally walk (*claps yippeeee !) took a long nap from 12 to 5 & decided to sleep again from 6 to 7 :D durh

i had a chat with my uncle about my situation & said - " HANCUR " . yea , memang dah hancur pun . i just think we got no life . i find what my brother says about her is freaking true . what my bro says about her is " jual puki " .

i guess im being insolent for calling her a b!tch bastards & stuffs . i don't see her as what she is suppose to be like others . she thinks about herself , i don't give a damn about it anymore but i feel like saying this to her . it doesn't mean that i stay quiet , im fine with everything that you're doing . it's because that i give up on this & only expect one one thing from you - that standard thing =.= to make matters worse , i fought with her today , pffft .

hah uncle say just be patient . but i believe in standing on my own feet , tsk okay im being lame . i wont let her pull me down & i wanna pull her down . i think i should show her some [insert word] so that she knows that i dont agree with her & what she's doing . see-ing my brother's actions , i think i should follow what he's doing instead of keeping quiet like what im doing right now .

argh wet my face when i was talking with my uncle about her . in the end , being stubborn i went home at 10pm eventhough my uncle/aunt force me to stay over for a night . took bus with a bag that is filled with teddy bear which i get on my birthday & left it at my grandma's house until today , which i finally bring it back home .

not only that , i went home with these sore eyes & the thing which i dislike the most , i caught a flu after taking nap just now . i keep on sneezing in the bus & sneezing makes my face looks like a drug addict , seriously . it makes my sore eyes & eye rings more obvious . i look suckish today & also , IM FEELING SUCKISH BECAUSE OF THE GOD-DAMN FLU . wait , before that browse through my folders & decided to edit this :)

haha sec one pic :) tomoro is your last paper right ?

if im not wrong , zzz . hehe & again , all the best :P

hmpf , nobody is at home . no food for pre-dawn .

only left a dozen sachets of milo powder :D

hee think i need to go down to 7-11 .

SAYA RINDU AWAK JUGAK