Monday, August 24, 2009

LMFAO

had malay dance , which i miss it FCUKING MUCH . okay lah , Mr Osman never fail to make me LAUGH MY FCUKING ASS OUT during practice . he cut his hair & i think it's not fair cos his hair is so much more longer than mine :/ lol looking forward for malay & hip hop dance practice nowadays :D ouh ya , wanna know what ? for the first time this year , i finally passed my math level test . thank godness , the last level test for this year i get to pass . got 24/40 ok i know my marks kinda pathetic lah . but cant help it , so happy finally i pass XD Mr Tan is a good teacher , wahahahhaha !

Literature homework is somewhat killing me . 2 page full of words , mampos siol . not confident if i can pass english for EOY . i failed english in mid-year , & that is already considered FAIL for overall & hope i wont retain . at least , drop me to NA , i dont want to freaking retain . guess i should read more then . ouh ya im searching for a book about B / L .

FYI ; ive already planned that i want to work right after EOY exam has ended . think i wanna work & dont want to waste my time like i did during june holidays , which i just rot at home 24/7 on the bed & always on the internet . i dont even revise any of my subjects . i got nothing to do so i dont want the same thing to be happening for December hols . so i think i wanna start working in October . be it KFC / MB / or whatever , i just wanna work . on the other hand , i also wants to earn my own goddamn freaking money & enjoy what i've earned . i dont want to depend on my mother to buy me things . i wanna shower myself with more KICKS & ALL . name it all KICKS , BABY PHAT , NIKE , ADDIDAS & PONY & WHATSOEVER . i want it allllllllll :(



i dunno why this sudden feeling came over me . lemme tell you , im feeling so embarassed , angry at myself & feel like crying my heart out right now . i wished i can turn back time . i want a freaking time machine & bring me back to the past ! ! ! OMFG i hope he dont know about what ive said . i feel so goddamn embarassed & wanna take back my words . shitz , can you just erase all the things which you know im talking about you ? it makes me wanna cry & angry myself . fcuk man . goddammit . whatever , im lazy to d literature homework , i still need to update my malay file . im lazy to go to school , period . okay on the other hand , i should be fasting tomoro :D

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