dreams sucks

after bathing , i dunno why but there's a sudden tiredness + sleepyness came over me . i just slept on my bad with my towel =.= & took 3 hours nap .

i woke up feeling kinda confused & anxious to know what would happen . i think hard for a long time in my bed & i started to get weakened :/ i dunno why i fcuking felt weakened or some sort like that . i believe that what i dream of are going to happen in the opposite in reality . how i wish " Holland Village " drama series doesnt exist cos from that drama , i started to believe that what we i dream of are going to happen in the opposite in reality & that was years ago . way back then i was only primary 1 when i believe in this "phrase" . ouh wow , it's been carrying with me for nearly 7 years . so cut it short , i dreamt about me myself having a great time with her with few others . it was super heaven , i was laughing & giggling all the way with her . it was nice , nothing bad , not even abit about something bad happen in that dream . but i don't only dream of this , there's another dream that's got to do with Eva & Norita . it was kinda confusing , scary & haunting ( to me ) .

i dunno i dream about my friends lately . first was Anthea , which was yesterday night . i dreamt about someone that has got to do with her & her name being heared in my dream . today , dreamt about Eva & Norita , let's just call this dream a maze . it was seriously confusing for me . i dreamt about "her" first , then i dreamt about the other two girls . but thank godness , when i woke up , it is still clear & i could remember it quite well , but not very well . it's either that i woke up right when the dream had finished or i woke up in the middle of my dream . but i remembered someone said to me that if we were to dream about something & we suddenly woke up , that dream may happen in reality . but omg , i dreamt about "her" first & about the two girls later . so issit that what i dream about the two girls is the one that may happen in reality ? omg , i think im getting confused over this post . cut it short , i hope that dream which i dream about "her" come true .

but OMFG , just now i talked about anthea being in my dreams & why not "her" ? & suddenly , i dreamt about "her" in my nap . i think im losing her , but i'll just go with the flow . she's sick now & i alrdy told her to rest well . i dunno if it actually ends here , right now . i swear her sweet-talks really moved me & im so not over her . i think im too "engrossed" about her . i miss you , your sweet-talks & especially , your good night text for me before i go to sleep . but i believe in standing on my feet , durh okay . im getting to sound pathetic now . i just have ALOT to vomit in this blog about "her"

school was fun . i screw up for dance music showcase just now . oral was just kinda average & lastly , anthea's holy confession can make me crazy . i keep on covering my ears when she sang it . LOL it's kinda scary when she sing it XD haha