2007-201(?)

so yeah basically this is what im feeling right now . so goddamn pissed off & totally boiling :/ sucha bad day today , argh . first of all my head got hit by the LRT door cos one of my senior is so slow going inside the train =.= then off to school . btw , so many sec 2 malay girls wearing cheongsam , almost 60-70% 0.0 . okay so then , this particular lesson ,

i seriously fcuking hate one of my teacher .

i think most of my classmate would know who im referring to . she's always picking on me . yeah i talked in class but hey , it's not fair when there are also others in class who talks & im the only one who got nagged irritatingly by her :# well , this is not the first time , but its been so many times . bet she don't like me , my appearance & all , well , i also hate her . in my whole school life from nursery till now , i've never ever felt this way towards any of my teacher ! eventhough there are also some which i dislike , ive never hate any of my teacher this much . ouhmind this teacher certainly suits to be in my " HATE ! " list . can i just walk out of the classroom during her lesson ? feel like doing so man . & yes i know i am so weak in my studies but hey , you think you can change me ? you think you can make me the way you want me to be ? hell no azzhole . you wanna know what ? i dont even feel like looking at your goddamn face since today . i dunno if you wanna complain to my form teacher about me . i thought i find my form teacher kinda a " pusher " , but you prove me wrong , your a much better "pusher" azz . & yeah i feel like showing this ;

but you know that i know that i wont do that =.= i wonder how im gonna concentrate on this subject from now on . lol self-study ? bet im gonna learn the wrong thing . when i didn't talk , looking at the teacher , she said im daydreaming . when i talk like my other classmate talk , im the only one who gets scolded , unlucky heh ? yeah i know no matter what , i hate her or like her , she is still my goddamn teacher =.= but i still hate you . million words wont describe what im feeling & definitely not satisfied . eek beetch . im so sorry just now i suddenly scream in class just to let out my anger till Dirah " melatah " & sorry eva cos i threw my anger in front of you , throwing the calculator on the floor , banging the table & it looks so beastly =.= argh , i dont care what you gonna say & maybe go against me cos this teacher is your favourite teacher . cos i find blogging about this makes me better . i like blogging about my feelings , it just let it all out , eventhough sometimes it may not be satisfying :/ & well , to the pupils who likes this teacher effing much , so sorry to say things about her , i think i cant control it . but hey , just to let her know i dont want to get controlled by her . i know im her student & i should respect her & do what she says but erm , i wont let her change me . nobody can beetch . nobody can change you unless you yourself wants to , right ?