2007-201(?)

i did a lot of blog-hopping just now & im so goddamn jealous & envy those pretty girls .

- they have sucha nice body , a very slim one .
- they have sucha smooth faces .
- they're very fair , i mean so fair & white .
- they own sucha nice-nice clothes & things .
- they have sucha nice hair .

then , im like , sooooo
- im so fat , very FAT & that is so NOT FAIR !
- i've got alot of pimples & pores on my face & you don't & that is so NOT FAIR !
- my skin is so dark , not even a light brown .
i've got some parts of my skin which is tanned &
there's a line which separates my skin tone &
my tanned skin & tell ya , it seriously shitz looks ugly & yes , it is so NOT FAIR !
- my wardrobe is like , old clothes &
i haven't top-up my wardrobe & that is so NOT FAIR !
- my hair is like , errr not hating it so much but
i know it could be more better & it is so NOT FAIR !

yes not fair ! NOT FAIR you'all are born that way :/ hais .

but even with these ugly facts about me , i'll still put a smile on my face . . . NOT ! not with these monster-like looks :( i wonder how you people out there have sucha smooth faces with no pimples or pores . i seriously FCUKING FREAKING hate my face . full of pimples & pores & i don't know the secret to remove them ! then , im so fat . i've got so much fats on my thighs & i've got a fatass . wonder when i can be slim as you people .