talk her shit out

sometimes , it's not that we over-estimate ourselves & thinks that we're good or whatever . it's because that sometimes , you yourself knows where you stands among others . the confidence in you would let yourself know that wether you are better or worse when you see the others compete . this is all natural & is in everyone . people just keep it to themselves because they don't want others to think that they're praising themselves or whatever . &sometimes girl , i have to be frank with ya . i can seriously do better than you .

i dunno why but others also seem to have the same impression as me towards you . they said you were - " act pretty " & so so proud of yourself for like nothing ? & one says you're irritating . not as in irritating but , so so so irritating & annoying . sometimes you're acceptable for me . but in certain times , you over-react & childish . one more thing , i don't like when a person commented on their best friend / friend that they're pretty / cute or suchs over their ENEMY . whereas , their enemy is so so so much more prettier / cuter or whatever than their best friend / friend . i dunno why , my blog my say . it's just my own opinion . cos this girl keep thinking that she is much more better than her enemy when me myself can't lie that her enemy is seriously much more better than her . this has been going through my mind for the last few months & i think i better just let it go here . i just hope that this girl would mirror herself . i know i should mirror myself too but , i don't think im that bad like you . yes you , but not you ! it's you ! please accept the fact that your enemy is prettier than you & stop saying that someone knows that you hate them & that's why they won't get near you because you don't know HOW MANY freaking people dislikes your attitude . only some of your attitude , i guess . well , i know im talking bad about you here & you might say the same words to me back . but , i know myself in terms of attitude like yours . i don't think i over-react hell much like you do . i dunno how to say this . but you're a great friend , it's just that a lil bit of that attitude in you spoils you . but enough of this , let's just put this aside .

will be having combined rehearsal with other schools tomorrow for malay contemporary dance . i hope within this short short short period of time , we would build our confidence & have chemistry between us . i hope that seeing other schools dancing so well , will make the us realise what we are really lack of & be confident like them . i just hope we will do our best for SYF .