lazy bum

*fulfilled my stomach with ayam penyet & it is sooooo de-li-ci-ous ~ lols , & urm , soz deleted the previous post cos of some freaking reason with all of you don't need to know aite . *sigh & sorry again cos i skip school today =.= bleahhhs , emyth says i can only go to private school if i did bad things & have bad records . durh , right now i really have no mood to go to school to study & do other sh!ts at there . i dunno , maybe this feeling won't last long & will fade away after some time . my soul just don't belong to Zhenghua ( i guess ) kids at there are just not what i can go along with . but again , maybe i was wrong . maybe this feeling will fade away away away after some time . i've been thinking of school transfer these days , all becos of emyth =.= i dunno why he wanted me to transfer school so much . well , im like 50-50 ? but deep inside i really would love to transfer school . Zhenghua isn't what i expected . thinking back , i regretted my decision of choosing Zhenghua 1st choice . actually ive chosen Yusof Ishak 1st choice , but i dunno for some freaking reason i swap it , urgh . i chose Zhenghua becos of its uniform & i also chose Yusof Ishak cos of NCC , like durh =.= but well , i can't be 100% sure im happy at Yusof Ishak .

human always encounter this stupid things right ? regretting their decisions & wanna fly back to the old times =.= let's drop this school transfer thingy . now , i really need to focus on my studies & stop skipping school . the more i told myself to study hard & not to pon school , the more freaking lazy i am to go to school . now im really looking forward to holidays & when the time has come , i miss school so much . ouh so ironic . i really really really need to wake up & i don't want to regret of not studying after getting a bad result . i can 100% gurantee that i'll do badly for EOY . seriously , i treat school like my own father's house & only come to school if i have the mood to go to school . school really sucks , i love studying but not studying in terms of like math science & etc . why do we need to study all this junks ? why not we study about things that we're interested with ? do you wanna know why yidah ? YOU WANNA KNOW WHY YIDAH ? ! cos you don't have a life & i suggest myself to get a life first before telling the whole world that school sucks .

i dunno what that upsets me these few days . this feeling , this unknown & unnamed feeling that always make me feel moody & just don't have the mood to do necessary things . instead , i spend my time sleeping & thinking about my future , which is like WTH WTF yidah =.= i think i'll just stop here . i'll promise i'll go to school tomoro & make full use of school hours paying attention to every word every teacher says aite ? okeh peace .